Suicide.

Everywhere is still, verything is restless in my heart.
I hate the way this feels
Suddenly I'm scared to be apart
The days are dark when you're not around
The air is getting hard to breathe
I wish that you would just put me down
I wish that I could go to sleep
Loving you is suicide
I don't know should go or should I stay
I'm tryna to keep myself alive
Knowing there's a chance it's all too late
But I heard you say you love me
That's the part I can't forget
And I wish that you come save me
Cos I'm standing over the edge
I should let you go
Tell myself the things I need to hear
But my brain is why you're wrong
That's why I'm loving you when you're not here
Feels like I drown in your every word
And every breath that's in between
Somehow you got me where it really hurts
It's killing every part of me .